“When you were trainees, two years ago, we asked you to
write a letter to yourselves that you would open at your Close of Service
Conference.”
Wait, really?
Apparently, yes.
Almost no one remembered this exercise! Someone’s letter said, “Souvenirs are for people that have
bad memories.” I guess we all
needed that souvenir.
As I was handed my envelope, I was convinced my letter would
be short and sweet, if it even existed at all. Imagine my surprise when I opened a two-page letter, front
and back. I should have known
better- I’m sure you’ve noticed that I have a tendency to ramble.
Obviously, two pages- front and back - is too long to post
here. Here are the highlights:
April 15, 2011
Hey self,
So currently, I’m sitting at my host family’s kitchen table
wondering what you’ll want to hear about two years from now. It’s the last day of training- thank
god…
I sincerely can’t express how happy and relieved I am to be
done with training. It was such an
absurd event that felt like it was never going to end...
Our trainers said that training was the most difficult part
of their service. Is that how you
feel now?
We move to our sites in one week. I’m honestly a little concerned about getting all my *stuff*
there. I’m sure that will be an
experience. I’m looking forward to
finally getting to site and starting this whole experience. I hope I can get my house set up to the
point where it feels like home. As
of now, I can only think of that windowless cement box as a suffocating cave. Yeah, a little bleak, but I’m sure
it’ll get there…
Shirley said something about writing aspirations or
something like that. I’ll do my
best.
1.
To become integrated into the community
2.
To make a difference, somehow, even if it’s
small
3.
To make Ugandan and PCV friends
4.
To figure out what my next life step is
5.
To learn more about Uganda
6.
To share about America
7.
To have fun and stay healthy
Hopefully some of these got accomplished. Even though it’s last, I think #7 is
the most important. I really hope
that I can look back on the last two years and say that I really enjoyed my Peace
Corps experience and that I stayed happy and well…
I guess I have more questions for my future self than I
really have to tell you.
1.
Is it everything you thought it’d be? (à la
John-Paul style)
2.
I’m so curious about which PCVs you’re close to
now! And how you all stay in touch
after service.
3.
As of now, I’m thinking about going into
non-profit business, maybe education, maybe development…So what am I doing
now? Did all that change? Do I still want to go back to
school? Where am I going back to? California?
4.
It’s weird. Now I’m just getting over the initial hump of culture shock
entering Uganda, you’re about to experience culture shock, in reverse. What are your fears about that…?
5.
I’m very interested in the whole Nathan
situation and how that all played out two years from now. Two years is a short and long time all
at once. I hope it’s not too sore
of a subject, but did it all work out?
Right now, I feel pretty good about our relationship… Congrats if you
made it. Sorry if you didn’t. Hope it wasn’t too much of a mess, but
knowing me, I’m sure it was a complete transcontinental disaster.
6.
With the largest portion of starches I’ve ever
had in my life and the limited exercise, I’m pretty sure I’ve put on 10
pounds. I hope that’s not actually
true, but it definitely could be.
I really hope I find a better balance at site…
7.
I wonder what you consider to be your greatest
accomplishment in service?
8.
What are you going to miss the most about
Uganda?
9.
What are you looking forward to most in the
states?
10. Did
you keep up with your blog? I know
in the beginning I really didn’t think I would, but I got pretty into it during
training…
I really hope Peace Corps service and these last two years
were everything you’d hope they’d be.
I really hope you enjoyed your time in Uganda.
I should probably actually get to sessions because I skipped
out this morning to do washing…
A quote that Ilse gave to us yesterday: “Wherever you go, go
with all your heart.”
Congratulations kiddo.
You made it.
Love,
ME!
Ditto.....Congratulations Chelser! You made it & did a fantastic job. We're all waiting for you to come home - where our hearts are. We love you & are so happy for you
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